so today has been a long long long day... this morning I was in everett, at paul's, and it seems so far away now! we met melissa back at t.j's after movie night so we could carpool back home, me and melissa and danielle. and i had a ridiculous fever and achy body and horrible throat ache... so I've applied for a zillion jobs today, hopefully I hear back soon. and paul is applying at jobs too.

i heart this boy. i don't think i will be disappointed if he follows me to alaska. i hope it doesn't jinx us... but i am really happy with him. suspicious, and a bit jaded, but also letting myself get into it, and therefore terrified and trying to step back, and not being successful yet, but happy. :)