ttttoodayyyy I feeeeel
like I want to get off this computer.
I am

?


whatever you say I am. I have no thought or feeling today. I have no nothing. I know that I should do things, and I don't so I am nothing. I don't even look at the screen while I write this.

I an anxious to start work so that I can do something with my life. so that someone else can tell me how to spend my time, how to take up my days. instead of being able to choose my own path. I am too afraid.

I always said I wasn't going to be afraid.


Now I cower in the dark hallways of recliner chairs and bedclothes.

Next year I will go to college.